Where is the Fight?

Nothing in my life has been handed to me. I have worked hard and I am pleased with how far I have gotten. There is fight inside me. A drive to succeed. A fierce advocate for my children...that I owe to Deklan, the little sweetheart. Every person who has come in and gone out of my life has taught me something about myself.

Not everyone has this motivation inside of them. I am fiercely loyal and I demand a certain amount of loyalty back. Especially living the life I want, which is going to be full of hard work. I need to know that a potential partner has my back. Someone who will not flounder at the first inkling of adversity. A willing and devoted ally. A loving and like minded companion.

I want to mate for life, so to speak. But in that mate I need certain qualities. Someone strong yet caring. A confidant I can trust. In return he would be paid with love and baked goods! For the meantime I will plug away on my own. I will do the necessary to get closer to my goals. I will not settle.

I owe this renewed determination to you, Globinski. Thanks to your breach of trust I have refined my search. And at least I learned this valuable lesson in 2 short months, unlike the 3 years it took me the last time. Maybe I will never find the one that was meant for me. But at least I know who I am. At least I have the fight in me...